Tuesday, August 4, 2015


I hope they'll be happy.. 


Monday, January 12, 2015

Life’s Greatest Blessing…

The Love of a Family is Life’s Greatest Blessing ..

It was the first thing I put on my blog header ..

not the name of my blog but that quote because it’s true.

Without family you’re alone .. alone there is no happiness.

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My family is gone .. I’m empty .. my world is filled with sadness. I will never be the same .. the joy of 23 years all gone. When I open my eyes in the morning for a brief moment I’m not sad .. only because I think I’ve just woken from a dream .. once reality sets in an I realize this is it .. I curse waking up. I want it all gone .. all the pain. I will never be whole again without him.

Thursday, December 25, 2014

Saturday, December 6, 2014


The boys no longer ask everyday .. I suppose that is a bit of relief but for me it’s not getting easier. I can’t find the strength to put up a tree .. just wish we could blur out the holidays. How do you fix broken Sad smile 


Sunday, November 23, 2014

The Holidays ..




They’re coming ..

whether I want them too or not.



I can’t handle Sundays .. I won’t make it through these.

Monday, August 18, 2014

Robin Williams Tribute

Thank You For Visiting

Have A Blessed Day,

Monday, August 4, 2014

Another Sunday …

Without You …


Days are hard .. Nights are harder .. Weekends are the hardest

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Time Doesn’t Heal All …

I miss him so much ..


I’ll never heal from this pain ..

Sunday, June 1, 2014




Time is suppose to bring healing .. It hasn’t yet. With each day brings new hurt .. memories are harder to think about. So much loss .. So many tears .. I think back over the last 7 months and I wonder why I’m still here.. I can’t help but think I’m still here because I haven’t suffered enough .. God has prepared more pain to come. I’m too tired .. I wish it were all over.. Just end it now

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Tired …

More so now than in the beginning I find myself thinking

that Tammi had the right idea .. May is just to much to bear.. I can’t take any more


Y'all Come Back Now Ya Hear!!

Y'all Come Back Now Ya Hear!!