Monday, January 12, 2015
The Love of a Family is Life’s Greatest Blessing ..
It was the first thing I put on my blog header ..
not the name of my blog but that quote because it’s true.
Without family you’re alone .. alone there is no happiness.
My family is gone .. I’m empty .. my world is filled with sadness. I will never be the same .. the joy of 23 years all gone. When I open my eyes in the morning for a brief moment I’m not sad .. only because I think I’ve just woken from a dream .. once reality sets in an I realize this is it .. I curse waking up. I want it all gone .. all the pain. I will never be whole again without him.
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Time is suppose to bring healing .. It hasn’t yet. With each day brings new hurt .. memories are harder to think about. So much loss .. So many tears .. I think back over the last 7 months and I wonder why I’m still here.. I can’t help but think I’m still here because I haven’t suffered enough .. God has prepared more pain to come. I’m too tired .. I wish it were all over.. Just end it now